Taking the bad wih the good…

The one thing that unfortunately goes with doing ‘daily’ images is that not all of them will be good. The image posted earlier today was such a case in point, even though I improved the image quality. The other thing is my present lack of inspiration or focus. I don’t find myself all that interesting even though some may feel otherwise. I don’t know that I’m ready to do a clarkelane, even though I like what he’s doing. However, I am still considering a test of the daily self-portrait to see how tethered I will feel to both the camera and the display of the images.

And, having a limited daily routine means that one must look deeper into daily life to find something beyond the obvious. One of things that this effort is to do is break me out of my photographic stylistic habits of ‘setting up’ things to take pictures of. Once the semester ends things will change, though.

I have been frustrated in that I have not had a chance to take any shots of geologic (fossil) specimens. I really do need to get some shots before the semester ends. Of course, my fellow professor has some great specimens, too. *wink*

Peaceful Journey

I’m feeling like this is where I need to be this morning…

Yesterday’s panel discussion went well for me. I got a few people coming to me afterward saying that they needed to contact me in regards to Miamiartexchange.com. Having an important voice in the community is important, even if I’m not exhibiting work on a regular basis. Read more about my presentation here.

Panel Discussion this afternoon…

Panel Discussion: Meditations on Cultural Aesthetics
Sunday, March 28 from 3pm to 4pm

Panel discussion with Miami-based artists and scholars held in conjunction with the Kerry James Marshall exhibition. Free admission

Meditations on Cultural Aesthetics Panel
Miami Art Museum

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The panel started a bit late but, two of the artists took more than their allotted five minutes to show some slides of their work and speak on how their work intersected with “cultural aesthetics” as they understood Kerry James Marshall’s work. The one female on the panel had never spoken in front of an audience and was clearly nervous. We presented with myself going last, alphabetically, which was perfect for my strategy. I had to use something developed sometime in 1993-4.

I said only that my family moved to Florida in 1908 and asked the audience to go back in time on a journey of my creation. On came the soundtrack of water fowl and running water. I then advanced my 31 slides slowly, slowly along with the audio. I eased into my monologue:

“WATER IS BOTH THE BARRIER AND THE PASSAGEWAY”

“It’s a hot, muggy, breezeless day, and I find myself mentally dozing off into a half-dream. The quiet ‘n tricklin’ water sure feels good to me, mesmerizes, massages, my stressed-out mental and physcial self.

But, every time I come out here to visit these marshy barrier islands, I find myself looking back, to sides, always hearing footsteps in the brush. Even the occassional mud impression I see looks more human than animal. I really want to follow the impressions down into the muddy bank to take a closer look, but I know mud is too soft to make that possible.

I remember listenin’ to somebody, was it my grandmother, talkin’ ’bout spirits that live in the swampy marshes? Nah, that’s only in South Carolina.

Well…, maybe they could live here, too.

Looking into the water-filled, mid-island areas, I wonder if anybody could actually live under these conditions. Of course, they did though.

There’s just barely enough relief under the shade of the mangroves to tolerate it, if the mosquitoes leave you alone long enough.

Both, my Cherokee and West African forebears have myths about such beings, half human, half not. I don’t want to frighten the wild birds, sea otters, and crabs scurrying underfoot, but I really want to call out LOUD to see if there’ll be an answer.

Out here, seems to be a world infested with creatures hard to see clearly, but sensed and smelt, as sure as the putrid, stagnant water that breeds these mosquitoes buzzing around my ears, ankles, and backside.

There… catch that little wiff of it? Putrid. Raw and Moist.

They say that’s the smell of water spirits, not like some perfume that pretends to call out the passion in our souls.

Water is both the barrier and the passageway to the unseen spirit world.”

Onajide Shabaka © 1993 All Rights Reserved

At its completion I said simply, “Thank you,” and sat down ready to participate in the group discussion. Yes, its poignancy was noted by several in attendance.

Weekend fishing

The Substantial Ones

There is in the cadence
Of life’s unfolding events
A Rhythm as natural
As breathing,
Yet we count the skeletons
Of needless corpses,
Scan in sympathy too many
Mindless suffocations.

Who will write the closing lines
To the Ballad of Humanity?

Who will sing these Notes
Unchirped by Man?

Who are the Definers of Parenthesis?

Where are the Connoisseurs of Evolution?

Steven Caldwell Wright

Elephant’s Ear

Elephant’s Ear Colocasia Esculentum

These images have been held back for no special reason. Taken Oct., 2003 on the university campus where I teach, I was still learning how to use the digital camera and just went wandering around for things to take pics of. I also see that I should make the images a bit larger.

Dreams that Glow

What dreams we have and how they fly
Like rosy clouds across the sky;
Of wealth, of fame, of sure success,
Of love that comes to cheer and bless;
And how they wither, how they fade,
The waning weatlh, the jilting jade —
The fame that for a moment gleams,
Then flies forever, — dreams, ah — dreams!

Paul Laurence Dunbar

(Although it may not seem like it, these images are really stretching my boundaries because the majority of my photographic work has been setup, either in the studio or otherwise. Capturing a worthy subject without setting it up is something that should open and sharpen my eyes.)

New Photo Project

Well, my LJ friends have, by the power of their photography, forced me to yield to my personal sense of aesthetics. I will not post images daily. I am too busy. I have several blogs to update as well. Enjoy my offerings, such as they are.